Thursday, November 15, 2007
...
don't treat me like i am insensitive
don't act as if you think i'm numb
i am just human
i may always look happy
but by what you're doing, i am slowly broken into smaller pieces everyday
you took my heart and as i can see, it's as if you're bringing it back
Returning it just like some old toy you have unintentionally destroyed
It hurts to see you walk away from me everyday
I really mean it
But I can't just break down and cry again
I have changed
I am not that crybaby you first knew
But with you
And everything that you are doing now
You're just making want to cry again until I can't stop
You are really breaking my heart
With my whole heart, I mean every word that I write here.
But still I hope you never get to read this.
Because you might just avoid me forever.
And I can't just take that.
I just can't
I may not get to hold on any longer.
I am fading.You are fading...away.
7:42 PM