Monday, November 26, 2007
Dear Dad
I love you.
and I really hope this would be forever.
You just don't know how hard it is to hold on to this truth,this faith I have on you.
You're killing me so much that I just I wish I am dead instead of feeling and knowing all of these painful words and issues that are stabbing me everyday.
Do my tears still really matter to you?'Coz you see them and you don't even bother to wipe them away.
or worse...do I still matter?
How I wish you know how much you've damaged me.
That little girl you've loved and cuddled is gone.
Now all I am is a person full of hatred and pain,and these feelings are just growing everyday.
Only you could take it all away.
But I think you'd never do.
You'd never be on time.
Because it seems that you don't care anymore.
You just don't care.
I am dying inside...and you're just there.
You are just there.
2:39 AM