Thursday, December 20, 2007
no,please,not him.
I was walking around USt last night with my friend.
And I told her,"pag may nakita akong kakilala kong lalaki ngayong gabi,meant to be kami."
I looked everywhere and as our walk ended, all I saw were girl friends.
So I stopped believing what I said and just went back to the field.
The night was coming to an end and we went forward to watch the band.
And just when I was already giving up, I saw him.
The person that I wasn't really expecting to show up.
I noticed him for he his place was weirdly lighten up by some light that I cannot see.
And I wasn't expecting that he would be mr.meant to be.
Oh God,I don't want this all over again.
Please stop this crazy thought before it gets worse and hurts me again.
Please,not him.
Because for the very first time, I felt that we can never be even before I feel something else.
Something useless and oh so stupid.
10:05 PM